| Changing my major |
[18 Feb 2009|05:24pm] |
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This is the first time I've posted in like... years, I think. But since this is a big deal I figured I'd write. I was up in the learning center today (where I work, tutoring math students), I realized how incredibly stupid I've been. MATH is SO FUCKING BORING. They were all discussing geometry and things that equal k and I'm like... what the fuck was I thinking, I'm an artist. I need to be creative. So this entry is just to justify my decision to change my major so that I specialize in Halloween Business Entertainment. I couldn't be happier with my decision.
Which brings me to say that my fiancé has been a huge inspiration for this change. And yes, I'm engaged. His name is Timmy Goodman and he graduated with Dance from UB and he's wonderful.
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| Wow long time no write |
[10 Sep 2005|12:49am] |
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It's funny cause my titles alwawys seem to be.. long time since the last time.. kinda thing. because I wait long intervals.. well here's a quick overview of everything that I can think of to basically catch everyone up on my life.
School sucks hardcore
î ¬ø√é ∆øé hardcore
I'm really excited about being pres for chorus. cause it's gunna be awesome
I got a new car. 95 Lumina.. bought it myself.. so ppl that want one.. work for it! but it's really nice.. minus a clicking noise when you turn right... which im gunna fix.
I got a cell phone too.
I currently have 1634 songs on my ipod
I feel sick to my stomache right now
my hair is midnight black
and school sucks again..
peace out
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| This is dedicated to my father |
[25 Jul 2005|11:10pm] |
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DOOOOOOOOOSH BAAAAAAGG! from the moment he got up this morning..nothing but blah blah negativity...arg. Check out the haunted backyard contest on the community..peace
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| READ THIS! |
[21 Jul 2005|11:36pm] |
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Ok....so here. I tried to send out these dumb invitations things..but idk how to get to them otherwise..so if you read this...check to see if i invited you..it was kinda pick at random so don't take it personally if you didn't...but i'm creating a community for the Haunted Backyard and I would like people to be in the community to help it out..so go here and see if I invited you...then join..or reject..w/e... http://www.livejournal.com/manage/invites.bml if i didn't invite you...go here and join... http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=hauntedbackyard thanx love bye
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| I can't Keep up |
[20 Jul 2005|12:38pm] |
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now that I'm not totally living on the internet..which is nice...and I'm kinda making myspace my first choice it's hard to keep up on my LJ. but i'll try. I plan on making a group thing soon and I anticipate that everyone I know is gunn a do it..it'll be fun! yay! talk about that later. I'm still single. Which is fine. I'm seeing a lot more of kali..expecially now that she works with me..cause i got her a job at francos. And I love her dog so much. Kinda bored and I gotta figure out what to do from now until work. O yeah and I couldn't sleep last night cause there are so many things that i want to do..and some that I must do...but I was brainstorming for all these things and I couldn't sleep. So I'm asking for help cause I know i'm not gunna be able to do them myself. The biggest help would be lotz and lotz of ideas for the haunted backyard...i need lotz b4 aug! So we can start ordering things and building and stuff. I also the following running through my mind...
writing a series of books (yeah and be an author...weird..i don't like english)
Haunted backyard (had to put that in there again so it's kinda like a to-do list)
visit colleges (trying to think of a way to make a living before i have to go to college..so i don't have to..hehe)
put up a store with amber (weeeeeee)
have some fun this summer (including going to the canal fest b4 the week is over..cause i tried to go like everyday and it hasn't happened)
I'm in a band now so we'll see that goes (i'm the singer and you probbaly won't know anyone from it.. it's called Void the Day)
Do all the stuff my parents want me to do
and then there's work and having night mares almost everynight that I have to go to school again....I HATE SCHOOL sooooo much
I've decided I need to think of a job that I'll actually love doing. Not that i woudn't love being a math teacher...but like.just imagine if I could do the haunted backyard thing my whole life. Like it's the best time of my life...and imagine if it was my whole life. that would be beyond amazing...i gotta do some research and figure stuff out...blah..I think I'm gunna work out now...love ya all bye.
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| Ok ok... |
[06 Jul 2005|08:47pm] |
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Alright...I had a horrible b-day but the next day(s) were ok. I got to hang out with dave raff for the first time in idk how long...great fun...thrift store and stuff. I got an ITrip..woot woot...for those of you who don't know..it broadcasts your ipod music through fm radio. Alyssa gave me a card...she's so nicee to go out of her way to get it to me...:) thanx. Cait made me a Maitlin starter kit..lol..i'm not going to explain for those who don't know because..i don't feel like it. Well That's al I suppose..work was good today caus I had counter...but the pizza boy is SOOOO SLOOOW! and I decided he either needs to speed it up or get fired. PEACE out!
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| My B-day overview |
[05 Jul 2005|04:19pm] |
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Well, My birthday was sooooo HORRIBLE! I hated it more than most normal days...it was n't special much at all. My Dad was being dumb. I got into an arguement with him. I broke up with Amanda, Work sucked, I went to see the fireworks and didn't get to. I was gunna meet up with kali and jason and didn't get to. My Dad wouldn't take out the time to drop me off where they were. Than Blah blah blah. Amber was sick *wink. Emily and Jena was gunna take me out to eat at Denny's at like 1 in the morning but my dad decided to ground me..but I decided to just not eat there and not get grounded. So I missed the only real special b-day present that I would have gotten. So my dad ruined it for me like 3 times. I wanted to cry...4 times. Like everything went wrong. It was horrible...I decided I don't like b-days anymore...not that I ever did. But idk...the whole b-day tradition thing has kinda been flushed away..I don't want THINGS...I just want to feel special...Like if someone was to make me a slideshow..or an awsome card...or a poem...Steph wrote the best poem and letter for me last year ...those are the things I want. I did end up buying myself a new color ipod today with my own money. But yeah..I want special....and I want to hang out with my friends on my b-day..but my dad was like..why don't you hang with the family and I waws thinking...do you really have to ask that?....jesh..well I'm hoping that this horrible day is working up to sometihng great later...ya know..the ying and the yang...w/e...I blocked comments on this though cause i don't want simpathy
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| Hmm..been a while |
[04 Jul 2005|03:09am] |
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I havent updated..but here's a quick overveiw...there was aaron's party which was awsome to see people..until I got all depressed...:( but then eventually I felt better...days later.
I'm meeting cool ppl online now cause I joined a couple of sites. It's fun.
Work was awsome the last couple days...I had a laugh attack out of nowhere. I slipped on a recently mopped floor and fell on my ass...really funny. And it's been reletively slow so we've just been hanging out. I even went to go get some milkshakes at the BK with Amber while we were working..except we went on break.
Kali and her new b/f Jason visited me at work with her doggie, K.C. Then they came over for a lil bit and we jumped on the trampoline...Jason is awsome and I really like him...I'm really glad that kali has someone that wont be dumb to me. I know she oved brian but I don't really have any simpathy for him cause I've tried but he just keeps rejecting me...and apparently called me a fag on aim after they broke up..must be my fault. I still feel bad for kali though cause she loved him.
Amanda I miss you.
My uncle is over now...he brought some friends and they're pretty awsome..this guy is a freak but he's really enlightened. First satanist I've ever met. He's a sweet dude. Peace love..gotta get some sleep..
o yeah...almost forgot...
1. It's my b-day! (17)
2. I got to jump in a bounce house thing at a grad party and it was awsome...k night
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| Francos |
[26 Jun 2005|11:47pm] |
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today was my one year anniversary at Francos pizza..goodd date to mark. And Aaron's B-day waws yesturday! Happy 17th B-Day...love you! k...well i don't have much else I feel like posting..peace.
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| Yesturday was kinda umm not so awsome |
[22 Jun 2005|11:21am] |
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yeah so..i almost missed my history exam because i thought it was on thurssday but i mixed it up with tuesday..w/e...the two "t" days...i must have lexdesia i mena dislexia. so after i got that done with..o yeah..thank god i relized i had it...cause i know it's definately his doing... the phone rang to wake me up just in time and he made me relize i had it today.
Work was irritating...the 5th day ever i didn't want to be there...that's right i count...everything was just annoying.
Then cait came over for a whole hour..woot and we just played on the imac mostly.
then my dad and i got into an arguement about me always asking for more..when i only ask once..he's like "You always have to have it your way" and I'm like "I only ask once" he was being a hipocrit and i made that clear..shut him right up. then we had another arguement about church because im leaving mine to go somewhere else to fit my needs. To build a stronger relationship with god. He's not very supportive. He feels like the curch we go to now is his blood or something. Once I mentioned The Chapel church he FLIPPED , well actually he's not a gymnist but w/e. He apparently has a big grudge against that church...and all i said was i was gunna visit and he thinks im already gunna go to that church like it's my choice...maybe he's deaf..umm... w/e. I made it clear yet again that he was being a hipocrit...not telling him that he is..but i used his words and it contradicted to what he was saying..so it's like he was arguing with himself...eh..i know that our business probably isn't so much everyone elses..but I just had to vent..apparently talking to cait on the phone for an hour and a half wasn't good enough. I wish he would just appreciate my decision to go to a more fit church or a church at all you know.
well i g2g walk to my exam now..peace out ya'll
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| Amber I made this just for you! |
[19 Jun 2005|11:30pm] |
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Amber that's for you! hehe...good times doing pre-cooks and making bbq/mild/med sauce!
Funday at work wwas extra fun cause everything got done really quickly and we were trying to do a wordsearch woot.
hey ya'll...emily lynk thought of something new...whenever ppl type "lol" they don't really laugh...so the new and improved laugh is "limh" - laughing in my head. i think that was it..im gunna double check with her...but w/e..it works anyhow..k i don't havee much more to update i just wanted to post that pic...and if anyone didn't submit a song for "us" yet you should think about doing so... k?...taken so far are.....
"You Get Me" (Michelle Branch) -Aaron
"Mr. Brightside" (Killers) - Amber
"Heaven" (DJ Sammy/Bryan Adams) - Amanda
"This is True" (Ryan Cabrara) - KTOB
"Rich Girl" (Gwen Stefani) - Liz
"White Houses" (Vanessa Carlton) - Megan
"Behind These Hazel Eyes" (Kelly Clarkson) - Mike Mangus
"Campfire Kansas" (The Get Up Kids) - Shawn
"Wish You Were Here" (Pink Floyd) - Sara Mott
"Hey Mama" (BEP) - Daniela
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| Download complete |
[19 Jun 2005|08:06am] |
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My flippin download for garageband loops are finally done! it took like a week~woot,woot. And I just had to post about something my mom said yesturday it was so funny..I was like "mom i should get tested for ADD" and she was like "What happened to all the ham?" bahahaha...anyhow Happy father's day ya'll..woot woot...I love the world without school
I love that picture...:)
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| HAHAHAHA old lady! |
[17 Jun 2005|12:25pm] |
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Ok...important stuff first...I went to McDonald's today...well for those whom I've told...do you remember the old lady that was preaching to kt mcgowen, kali and i at McDonald's? Well...I SAW HER TODAY!!!!! BHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. She was there again..she wasn't preaching...but it was so funny. For those who don't know what I'm talking about...you'll be left out in the dust..hehe...but if you want I can tell you the story sometime if we hang out..cause it don't do it justice over the internet. But she looks older than she did the first time...and I was laughing and laughing and Jeanna mostly waws like...what are you laughing at...eheh...old lady...we're all poisin.
Apparently now jeanna and and amanda want to hang out with me again because im fun...Shrug..hehe...
For the second thing. I got the call from Mrs. Kopcho sayoing that I got a 100 on the precalc exam...good thing it was on a machine because she probably would have heard me screaming and jumping around in my kitchen like a lil girl that just won tickets on kiss 98.5.
Today was awsome cause i had fun...got good news...saw that old lady again...and no more task 1 2 3 or 4! EVA.....! WOOHOOO
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| Suicide....not me...that girl in the book |
[16 Jun 2005|02:53pm] |
Well, Caitlin Pitz and I went out for some ice cream at Payne's Pizza yesturday..and yes they have ice cream.
I got to drive to and from my exams the past two days..woot!
I started reading a book recently, "The Virgin Suicides" by someone..i don't remember lol. But it's ok so far. Some girl killed herself...soon enough her sisters are to take the same fate. I'm hoping that there is some shocking ending. And for those who color coat things...I'd say that the book is brown. A good brown.
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| Everyone grab a Song and RUN! |
[14 Jun 2005|10:17am] |
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Ok...I want everybody that cares to READ THIS. Anyone that wants to ..pick a song to be "Our Song" and I'm gunna put a picture of us or just a comment on the song in my itunes on that song. Then everytime I hear that song I'll think of you. Ofcourse I have over 1000 songs in here so don't worry about filling it up lol. Post away...don't worry amanda I got you and I down for heaven already:)
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| Summer! |
[11 Jun 2005|11:19pm] |
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The hot weather is finally herrr. I love it!. I dislike the winter enough to LOVE the summertime. And I love sweating. Shool's over too..minus the exams... I had to take the ACT this morning and I've decided that there should be a warning not to use heavy machinary after taking the test because I'm so braindead after those tests. SAT too.
I passed my driver's test on wed. I'm glad it's over but the guy said that it was a poor ride and I got lucky. I don't even know what I did wrong...He told me but al I heard was "BLAH BLAH BLAH" seriously no lie that's all I heard. Whatever it's over.
Yesturday waws pretty cool though. MUD (moving up day) The whole thing was kinda boring but amanda and I played hangman. That was fun. Then they had the slideshow and totally skipped over the music program..it was sports and the dances for the most part. *sigh. Then I got the yearbook which I think is totally awsome so good job year book commitee! It's really hot. There were a lot of ppl crying about Allison Clark again. I almost cried during the dedication in the slidehow. But I held it in. It was so sad to see her so happy with her friends and to think she's gone forever, but in a better place nonetheless. Afterward not getting all the signatures i wanted I went to pizzahut for the buffett with cait, kacy, and amanda. It was really good and really filling and REALLY FUNNY! Amanda's faces and the little girl that fell asleep on the salad bar! "We can leave once I fill up the bottle with water" drip drip drip...5 hours later...k. "I'm gunna fill this bottle with water"...*girl in bkgrnd "Put that in there!" "THIN PIZZA!>!>!>!! NOT! THE BEST>>>"! ahaha amanda I love you.
And while cait and I was returning home I found a cell phone and called the contacts and got it back to it's owner..I felt really good about myself that I helped out:) .
K that's all...good luck seniors...and good luck for the others and their summers!
I'm gunna go join my parents and grandparents...and friends of the family...at the bonfire..peace!
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| 2 more f'in days! |
[07 Jun 2005|11:15pm] |
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Wow I hate school and there only two stupid long days left...and my road test is tomarrow...ahh..hope i do better this time..just keep it cool mike keep it cool. My music theory project turned out awsome as it should have because i worked over 24 hours on it. friken thing..i put a lot of work into that..probably cause it was a chance to use my creativity that has be dormant for so long. it's about time school made me use my creativity...wasn't so excited by the writting portion..but i better get a hundred on that...or else i'll be uber pissed. i never pictured myself working that hard for mr. alexander. Well, wish me luck even though i would have taken the test by the time most of you read this..but w/e....love you bye!
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